In the immortal words of Dolly Parton here we go again. My mantra today is calm, even as my head and body are filled with poisonous thoughts and feelings. I swear I am mentally ill 2 - 3 days before my period, and my heart is made of stone. Fun, huh?
Yesterday
tap only. did not run - work is crazy and I don't get a break.
ate really really well. I am proud of myself for that.
Today
run or else I think I will kill myself.
tap tonight.
eat good food.
Obstacles
work. I'm so stressed with the amount of things I have to get done, and I am committing to my work commitments this week. I need to be a power house and knock off about ten things, all due today, and then I can get out for a run.
I've double dosed the Blackmores PMT tablets but left it too late.
Summary
thank god I a) know that what I am feeling has a physiological cause and b) know that the end is in sight in a day or so, otherwise I would be a really scary human being.
Miss Jojo
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
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